I miss bing! I miss ava! I miss loray! I miss ayen! I miss hazel! Wahhhh! I’m missing a lot of people.. My no-conscience friends or the lack of it are forgetting me nowadays… Maybe I should play pranks on these people again! Maybe they need a dose of their neglecting habits…Maybe they ought to remember me again the hard way! Hahahaha… Advice: Be at least 200 meters away when you open my gifts to you!! ok? Merry Christmas to your earthlings!!
Seeing you again made me happy. For the endless times before, I had prayed to see you. There maybe times you were forgotten, you drift at the very back but every now and then you come to mind and I had always hoped that you are fine..
Sometimes, I feel like I'm walking in a fog.. vague things suddenly come to me in hasty way, I can’t even understand them. It ‘s like waking up after 36-hour sleep, you wake up alone , quite dark and cold and yet you can’t hardly determine if it is dusk or dawn.. When I try to make my thoughts clear, it made me more confused.. One friend told me that I was hard to figure out, because I am never black nor white.. I am always part of the continuum that range from that line.. Neither I am grey..
Often times, I ask my self, “am I not normal?”. Other people knows exactly where to go, they get there and they are happy.. AS for me, I like to think I have a direction, but somewhere along my walks , I feel in love with the vicious walking I do and end up walking in circles, never getting anywhere.. Worst thing, I am happy being like this.
