art is art..

a friend send me this pic of a chikoy romualdez artpiece.. really amazing.. chikoy, how much is this? hehehe..

Breathe...

when i call upon you and there's no sound
i will try to hear the music of the wind...
then i will have comfort

when i look for you and there's nothing there
i will look up the blue blue sky
and i'll remember the sunny days

when my hands are cold and the night is freezing
i will borrow the world's love
then i'd be cozy and warm..

the world is wonderful, and life is a gift
if sad by one thing that matters,
it doesn't follow you'll crumple...

series of unfortunate events

today, i've seen a beaten man..
i just finished a heart to heart talk with my staff. 2 are leaving the company, they cannot endure the downside effect of an uncomplete work days.. anyway, i was already devastated, but i never had any inkling of having another heart wrenching talk with one of our workers.
damn ! the guy is so good , how can life be so cruel to him! he was a picture of a happy expectant father just a few days back! Now, he is showing me this hospital bills bearing a huge huge amount! How could he smile? while bills are unpaid, wife and son are kept hostage in the hospital. Additional hostage day would add on the expenses, even the wards would charge like hotel rooms ! Damn!
i cried when he was gone. i could only talk him through, but i could not pay the bills for him. i consulted the company, sorry, they cannot shoulder the financial burden too. they could offer a bit assistance but that's about it..

scary but it's true. sad but it happened.
and it could happen to anyone of us.

many people say that wealth is not all that matters. quite true, but when you're life hangs on a thread, money spells everything. I could only wish i don't experience such thing. I will try my best to have something to pull out when things are tough..
I don't wish to live in a hand to mouth existence..if i can't have much, at least i have enough.

i really hope, i won't go through this... damn!

you nailed it man!!

i just love this one from Andy Lau... so true.

S: We all know that people will look at love and career differently depending on their age, currently, how you look at love?

A: I feel that people will look at love differently , this is due to the level of responsibility, when young and in love you can forget about everything, I love, I love, the future does not matter. maybe love at first sight, had a great relationship then suffered pain and sadness, it might not be the case, maybe this outlook in love is very romantic, but it's a love without responsibility. When I'm mature, to love a person, I need to protect the person, can see the person, I need to accept her past, and create her future, this is how it is.

when 2 become 1????

today is one the bluest day ...there is a kind of uncertainty that is peeking out the wall. For the longest time, i never again experience the feeling of "not knowing" until now. I don't know what will happen, i don't know what i feel. It's a blazing and bold ???.
it's like i am an observer from afar. plucked from where i should be and transferred to a place where i could only watch people moving ...damn!
the feeling of home is lost as things lost their association.
maybe i am just a house..maybe?

but despite that life should be lived and time should not be wasted waiting. i will strive to be comfortable with what i have and not aspire for something else. I will be content on living a spontaneous life dictated by my heart.. laugh when happy, cry when sad, rest when tired, abandon when lost...
maybe people need solitary moments..then let it be...