damn

were so broke.. feel like a beggar..damn!!!!

i am maldita

i get bored sometimes with the slow pace and the steady pressure.. it made me feel like pulling the time to go so fast in a rewind setting.back to at least 5 years ago when i am _ _ _ _!!
damn those people pulling me down, pulling me sidewards and stretching me up!!! You have NO RIGHT , even the slightest to make my life less happy!
you should know better, i can detached myself and stay that way until i like it...

as a matter of fact..

out of sight, out of mind.....

who says being alone can't be fun????hehhehe

if i am by myself.. this i could do:

* drama marathon for 2 days without sleep
* sleep for 2 days non-stop
* walk around fuente-capitol-ayala route for the entire afternoon
* eat spicy tuna toppings for 1 week
* go to flea shops for the entire day...
* delete all unnecessary emails from all my accounts
* turn-off my phone
* make custom-made cards for all my childhood friends
* explore Colon street and bring my camera
* jog at Abellana circle every afternoon
* watch all cheesy Tagalog movies at home or at a friend's house
* finally have time for my article-writing job which i ditched.. hehehhehe
* learn another language!!
* go out for a walk every early morning
* enroll to short-term courses
* power diet
* go to dance classes, or karate class...
* paint my room psychedelic colors ...hehehe

discernment

discernment...

sometimes, there comes a time in your life where you need to stop and reflect on what path you wish to continue and which path you need to let go.

i have been working in the HR field for 8 years already. and needless to say, i was able reach my peak at an early age. i became HR Manager at 26...and now, i am burnt out and i want to switch path imediately.
i wanted to work in a creative field where my mind will be filled with artsy ideas.. i also wanted to pursue food business. knowing my personality, i wanted to be hands-on and doing the dirty job rather than delegating, so i really need to give 100% of my time and effort which will never happen if i am still working an 8-4 job.
huhuuhuh.. am so confused.. how will i tell my boss that i wanted to quit? how will i explain my resignation to my staff ?
God, what will i do? please help me...